Extended Inroductory

And a few more things. 

--I scare people. I admit it and it might make my numbers small. But I scare people. I scared some kid in my 11B English class for stuff you need not know....and if you do know that's okay too. Just don't tell. The things I say and do scare people. Funnily enough, I don't scare people too....I don't scare two people, and they know who they are. I don't scare them, which is damned good. I need someone to talk to who won't freak out once I tell about the stuff I do and the things I think and the stuff I listen to.

People shouldn't just go on what they see, they need the time to throughly "examine" someone before they deem them as being "uncool" or "freaky" or whatever. But, of course, people do and they're denied really good people....all because they did not delve further in. I think that they are blinded by stereotypes and lies based on what they have been taught. That's not to say that I am any better than anyone reading this [because I'm not and I know this]. That's saying that that might be a reason why people are the way they are. 

Of course, not all people are like this.....but I just wish that they'd maybe stop by and say hi to the class outcast or what have you. Or the kid who everyone avoids because s/he's Goth or what their last name is Hussein (there is actually some kid in my school whose last name is Hussein) or because they're Muslim or whatever. That's just wrong and unfair to them because it is not their fault that this is who they are. I'm just trying to say that I (try) to respect people for who they are....not because they know every Cradle of Filth song (though that would pique my interests even MORE...). They're just people, we're just people. Why we are so destined to outcast us is just beyond me.

I like to listen to Evanescence & people think that I am emo. I barely know what emo is, but from what forums say, I'm not. :) I just like the music, why am I emo? I tell people about L'Ame Immortelle, and they just leave. Guys try to set me up for dates (which is why I've got to start saying that I'm taken otherwise they'll try to set me up with dates for the upcoming Junior Prom. 

I don't like being set up either....for my failure, or for a date (which is failure because I'm so socially inept.) I'm smart, and I get a big bang out of reading and finding new music and writing. I write poetry that people think is good. Sometimes I don't think so, but hey, everyone has a different opinion--who am I to crucify you just because we don't agree?

Basically, there is so much more that meets the eye...but what the eye takes in the mind forms opinions on...which is not bad, mind you. But when it gets in the way of things...forming stereotypes...then I think it's bad. Not the opinion making, no. The fact that we let stereotypes dictate to us.

That's all I have for now. Stick to your opinions and I'll stick to mine.

[Evanescence/"Before the Dawn"]

*Just so we all know, yes that's an Evanescence Song....can't tell you which album it comes off of 'cause I don't know...but that's what this blog is semi-inspired by--the song.

*Furthermore, I don't mean to offend anyone reading this.

Okay, so today was funny. Especially during the time between fifth & sixth periods.

You know what pie is, aside from the mathematical kind & the kind that you eat?

Well, my friend kept talking about pie and I said that I liked pie too so he asks if I'm bi & I just looked at him. That was funny. So I start trying to differentiate between the sexual pie and the pie that your grandparents might cook and I said "well my grandma makes pie but I don't eat her out" and my friend just gave me the most pissed off look in the whole world and I was just laughing and laughing just laughing and he's yelling & I'm just laughing.

It's one of those things that you had to be there to see. :)

--Aden Recreated

[L'Ame Immortelle/"Judgement"[as performed by Faith and the Muse]]

"All the wisdom that I earned

Can't make a change to this state

As I lay down, my spirit's arms

On my knees to seal my fate"

We all know what I'm after with this....I hope.

The above lyrics are my inspiration, I have nothing else so far. I didn't go anywhere and even if I did, the journey wasn't long enough to crank out another piece worth reading or posting.

But...we'll see what I can do.

I suppose I can say, "you know how people might save the world one day?". I don't think so so much. It just doesn't seem to be. I mean, it's 2008. Whatever Christ did for us is never forgotten, but look.....things are just going downwards, down towards Hell...and songs like whatever Soulja Boy & similar artists come out with make it a bit worse.

Sure, it's inevitable. The world is crumbling around us, and has been since 2001 [or perhaps even earlier...that depends on your belief system, though]. We're supposed to cease to exist in 2012.....so everyone's making up all this stuff to instill fear in us. [and I'll admit it...I'm somewhat afraid. Dying's so not my thing.] 

In all seriousness, though, we're shutting down. Things seem a bit more prominent. Especially with guys with their pants hanging half off their ass [my biggest pet peeve], looking like they lack dignity. It's just a pet peeve. 

But...no matter how many stories we can come up about saviors and heroes saving the world....it'll just crumble, and burn in hell. We all know it'll happen anyways.

But for now....I'll just stop here. Or I'll pick this up tomorrow, Thursday, in the library during second and fifth periods. :)

Aden Recreated

Monastic(Anthoni)/"Butterfly"

Tonight's piece comes in the form of poetry. It's a poem I wrote on the way home listening to my headphones.

Yes, in all seriousness. All I need to know is if the artist is correctly spelled or if I'm suppose to take out something.

This is called Why Couldn't You Stay

Why Couldn't You Stay?

You professed it to the world at ease

"I love you"...so many variations

Exuberant

Everything you sent means something, everything, to me

The person you profess to love and never destroy

Never hurt or maim, taint

I never wanted to destroy you

I don't want to rip your wings off, as the song says

But, even just for a little while

I don't want you to forget me

The person you profess day and night you love

A hundredfold over, my sweet

But, one day you, in silence, plan your departure

If my curiosity hadn't gotten the best of me

I'd've thought you just left for a spell, and

Things would be normal again, right

We're just illusions..you're just an illusion

I admired you for years on end

I loved a butterfly, an

Illusion

Floating away

Tears consume me

So I drown

I loved a butterfly, an

Illusion

A faint gurgle, and I collapse

Death's butterfly, a wish among the kingdom

Just so we all know...whatever mentioning of lyrics are not mine...are not mine. They are the title person's lyrics. That's gotta get cleared up now.

Of course...there might be more tomorrow when I get out of my SAT prep course. :)

Toodles, 

Aden Recreated

[L'Ame Immortelle/"LIfe will never be the same again"]

I'm not inspired by the title. That's another time, another place....and another reality. This is just the song I'm listening to at the moment. I woke up wanting to listen to this. [I woke up wanting to listen to "Bitterkeit", and changed the mind.]

The song I'm listening to, on the other hand, is really good, a bit better than the one I had off of the album "Lieder die wie Wunden Bluten", but I'm not sure. Thomas' voice has something...but I like it in the version I just previously mentioned. I don't know why, but I do know that I'm going to order the rest of L'Ame Immortelle's (the band....French name, but a majority of their songs are in German & that's just peachy. German's kinda like English anyways. Except that Gift(in German) is poison. Among many other false cognates or whatever they're called

Nice. Real nice.

Just so we all know, I'm 17 & don't want sex...cyber or otherwise, just yet. :)

Don't give it before I decide to crucify you. 

I have no poetry for you. Perhaps when school starts back up (tomorrow), I'll have something and you'll like it much. People say I'm a good writer, but that's what they & I think---not what you think. Just search Aden Recreated in Google or Yahoo or something. Results should come up. I have too much.

And I want a pickle. Such as life

Introductory

Just so we all know...everything on here is real. It's happened once before. What I write can come in the form of poems, stories or rants. What ever I prefer. It's not your concern as to what I write. It's just how it is.

You don't have to read what I'm typing, but I'd like it if you did. Maybe you can relate to what I'm saying. Maybe you care. Now that's going to be one hell of a surprise. Honestly that would be.

Yes, I can be "not like everyone else" it's no matter to me. I've had many people tell me I'm weird and walk away without a backwards glance. I don't know what the "WooTang" is, and I don't care what it is---you just won't catch me doing it. I'm just not that kind of person...I don't get my kicks like that. I get my kicks off of placing my opinions on the world wide web.

The stuff you find is just the stuff you find. It's not important....I take that back. Yes it is. It's very important. You see the world through the eyes of a 17 year old. I'll be seventeen on Wednesday.

Weird, isn't it? 

Once you get past the fact that I listen to music that can scare the bejesus out of people, I'm a cool person. Not cool cool..but cool enough.

Now...immerse yourselves.