Days go by and I don't remember you

I don't remember a thing

I look around at the things that were once familiar to me

I know that this isn't easy for either one of us

And we both know that I need help

Real help

But where can I get that help from?

The song plays in my head

And I still don't remember

Who are you? What is this? Where am I?

And the voices

They drive me up the wall and won't leave me alone

You know?

Where can I get the help I need when there's nowhere to turn

No place left to go

I don't want to ask you to help me because you helped me enough

Yet there's no place else to go

Anxiety builds up

And releases at the most inopportune times

In front of my friend, for instance

I now hope he doesn't think I'm a freak

He says I scare him somewhat

I was afraid of that

But I needed to know so I can..

Never Mind

You wouldn't get it

I know you wouldn't get it

I'm afraid of just about everything that goes on

And I'm afraid to be out after five pm

My friend understands this to some extent

I don't understand why I am so afraid of things now

Strangers tell me who I am and what I've recently done

Strangers are the ones who are telling me that I'm Aden

I'm seventeen

I'm out of the loop

As is the norm these days

At least for me anyways

Time goes by and I lose my friends

The people that mean the entire world to me

And I am all alone

Just wanting

Wishing 

Waiting

For someone to come and find me again