What Is Going On?

Today, yesterday and Sunday I swear I was going through something. It might have been withdrawal--I'm slightly addicted to cough drops. Or whatever else, but I was just....scared. I don't feel safe within me, I feel like I am losing my mind or something--I'm serious! This isn't normal, and I'm always cold and shaking now. It's only a matter of time until someone notices and decides that I should not be a part of society...